This letters to my dad. I know I would probably like having you in my life and you are a good person but I just don’t want you right now. I don’t really know how I feel about you or our relationship to be honest. I don’t feel like you care enough and I don’t think you ever really will. Plus if you left me before when I was just an innocent little baby you could so easily leave me now. I’m mean and I have an attitude and in your opinion I’m probably “spoiled”. But you don’t know ANYTHING about my life. You can’t even get my freaking birthday right. You weren’t there when I needed you and its too late now, even though it would be nice, I don’t think we’ll ever have a true relationship. And I’m okay with that, just sometimes I feel bad for my sister. She never even had a chance and I love her and miss her to death.
— I fucked up on the days so I’m just gonna stop numbering them aha(;
